There Was Jesus

Hope, Pray and Peace leaves

 My hope for today is to become free of the shackles of my mind. My prayers have been for my higher power to release me to his will, not mine. I have been very self-centered and removed from his will for me. Everything around me has declined so much, and it keeps decreasing. I don't know where it will end, but I ask my God to help me have peace with whatever the world throws. 

The Family by Bradshaw

 

I have been revisiting  The Family by John Bradshaw video.  This was where I started learning about the dysfunctional family back in 1992 when I was trying to get my ex-husband sober. My ex spent 3 tours in Vietnam and came back addicted to heroin. I have not yet finished watching it, but I will work to finish it by the weekend.  It is a 10 hour videos.

This brings up some old memories of my childhood, though, and I am staying close to NicA Meetings, Marijuana Meetings, and AA Meetings and also my sponsor, who is also in these programs.  I think I might need to add Overeaters to it, too, because of my diabetes, lol. I ate this time, and I am not overeating emotionally.

AA Speakers - Joe and Charlie - "Working the 4th Step" - The Big Book Co...

It has been a long time since I have listened to Joe and Charlie's tapes. I truly enjoyed listening to this one. It is helping me keep off  Marijuana.